“Many artists have never received early critical encouragement. As a result, they may not know they are artists at all. Artists love other artists. Shadow artists are gravitating to their rightful tribe, but cannot yet claim their birthright. I urge them to step forward out of the shadows and into the sunlight of creativity.” — Julia Cameron, The Artist’s Way
I read it sometime in the early 2000s, after almost giving up on the idea that I could someday write and release my own music. Since then, it has become the book I have most gifted to other artists, especially those who struggle with the challenges described therein.
The Artist’s Way helped me have the self-compassion I needed to become the artist I suspected I could become. I had hidden and buried this artist beneath years of careful navigation of other’s expectations, strategic presentation of a more palatable version of myself, and self-denial of my interests.
These three endeavors, the “careful navigation of other’s expectations, strategic presentation of a more palatable version of myself, and self-denial of my interests,” became the system I used to protect myself from drama, from having to explain myself, from being misunderstood, from receiving contempt and discouragement. Moreover, as long as it remained hidden, I could protect it from interference.
At its core, my need to protect and withhold the dormant creativity within was fueled by a fear that something so valuable would be diminished by others.
The problem with burying the art and the artist within is that burying should be reserved for the dead, and when you keep something buried for a long time, even if your intention is to protect, it runs the risk of death.
I didn’t want it to die. Once I allowed my creative efforts to be known by others, it came alive in ways I never expected. New ideas, novel approaches, and unexpected connections emerged. I developed the fortitude to expose my creative efforts despite the fear of misunderstanding, contempt, and discouragement.
Perhaps we can’t always take away our fears, but can always develop ways to increase our courage.
The Artist’s Way interrupted my notion that the artist within was destined to become a martyr, a necessary sacrifice to keep chaos and conflict at bay.
Over time, I realized that to truly come alive inside, you have to allow the real YOU to come alive.
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